This is quite the eloquent telling of what I find to be a universal truth. š
Am not familiar with the writer - yet š
Thanks for the share Kathrin Marx
āLet me say this as plainly as I can.
At the deepest level of who you are, there is no frantic project of trying to fix your life. No endless chase for happiness. No constant negotiation with reality to make it finally work for you.
That whole drama, the striving, the searching, the needing it all to come together, thatās happening on the surface. Itās learned, conditioned, inherited. Underneath that, something far more unsettling is true: nothing is missing.
What you are at your core is not scrambling for peace, freedom, or contentment. It isnāt trying to secure them, improve them, or hold onto them. There is a basic, unagitated presence that doesnāt need to be completed. No fear to manage. No disturbance to resolve. Just a kind of quiet, unadvertised okayness that doesnāt depend on circumstances cooperating.
Call it God, call it ultimate reality, or drop the language entirely if itās loaded for you. The point isnāt the word. The point is that what those words are pointing to isnāt somewhere else. Itās not outside you, above you, or waiting for you at the end of some spiritual process. If you go looking for it out there, youāll miss it. If you turn toward what is most basic in your own experience, you run straight into it.
Hereās where most people get tripped up. Youāve been trained to think in terms of what you have. You have a job, a car, a phone, a belief system, a personality. So you assume peace works the same way, that itās something you can acquire, build, protect, or lose. That if you get your life arranged correctly, youāll finally secure it.
But peace is not something you have. Itās not an asset or a possession. Itās what you are before you start organizing your life around the assumption that something is wrong.
If that lands, even a little, it disrupts the entire game. Because if you are not fundamentally lacking, then the endless project of becoming okay starts to look less like a path and more like a distraction. The seeking, the fixing, the spiritual striving begin to reveal themselves as ways of avoiding something much simpler and more confronting.
Iām not saying your life suddenly becomes easy. It doesnāt. Pain still happens. Loss still happens. Circumstances still shift. But the assumption that something essential needs to be added to you in order for you to be whole, thatās the part that collapses. And once that collapses, you donāt need another teaching to complete you. You need the honesty to stop pretending youāre incomplete.ā
[picture of Cody Johnson, one of the bottle babies from two years ago - being himself š]
@Carizma22 3/5 splenic P, has said yes to sharing this š
I love it when I get to be privy to an āexperiment progress reportā from one of our Locals members.
Wanna celebrate with me? š„³š¤©šš½
This next one is a tale of Caroleās undefined solar plexus adventures, originally posted in a Projector fb group.
Cool witnessing Carole! š¤
Thread gist in comments (screenshots) and a somewhat messy screen grab video of the video recommended in one of the OP comments she received included below (above?š¤)
And thereās a short video of @BeyondBeautiful and me first talking about āavoiding confront and truthā which includes a story I often have told about John and the very first real time glimpse I saw this undefined solar plexus dealie irl. Can find.
Blew my mind.
I know there are several splenic Authority folks in here, maybe you have stories to share too?
"Some ideas take decades"
This is pretty inspiring. She reckons she's finally finished her apprenticeship at 70 š
Fun add-on HD irl example - this was shared in Vanessa's group on FB, The Art of Being You by another appreciative group member (thank you Kathrin š¤), and I first watched it a few hours ago.
I immediately thought what a great share it would be in here š¤© but it landed pretty quickly on my 'roundtooit list.
Maybe to get shared here, maybe not. Tbh, the hold up was that I didn't really want to share a FB link in here, so I was looking (investigating) around to see if it was on another platform.
Hadn't found it yet.
Then it turns out that @NaimR wasn't able to view it from Canada (someone is blocking it for Canada ? wha?) and she said as much on the thread in Vanessa's group.
And you know what kicks in?
My Design (19/49 and Markets internal in particular), which had me heading this way anyway - at some point ... maybe... but I always get a little boost of focus from ...
There were three roller coasters š¢ we had on or radar for the last hour before the rides closed.
Wasnāt to be, but we did find this nice place to sit and wait out the deluge that started right after we grabbed a great smoked BBQ supper.
And ooh it cooled everything off perfectly. And gave us some rest before we found our way back to the car (which was parked on the very first row of priority parking š„³)
Ahhhh nothing to do, so much nothing to do š„³š„°šæ
This is a post and audio from @BeyondBeautiful - Valerie Montgomery, Self Projected Projector
"I wanted to make this breakfast and found myself rushing.
Now, you might be interested to know I have Alternating Determination, which means I need to do things āOne Thing At A Time,ā which turns out to be the title of the song I made up to shift the energy of starting to make this breakfast.
I also have an Undefined Root, so it always feels like I need to get rid of the pressure. Also known as feeling rushed to do things.
It would have been lovely to have my cat fix my breakfast, and I had the time, so..
Also being Self Projected my authority comes out through my speaking, or in this case, singing."
Great awareness and share, thank you Valerie! šNot sure that's the right title for this, but it's what came out so I'm rolling with it.
This story began in a FB group. Where many of my stories do.
I can't actually remember the thread or how we ended up in messenger, but the reason we did was because 5/1 Projector with Gate 1 on an undefined G center ... had music of hers to share but hasn't been able to share it so far.
Am still waiting to see if the rest of the story gets shared with me.
So she asked me what sort of music I liked and did I want something more abstract (I think it was) or a vocal cover. I chose vocal cover and she picked this one.
I felt it to my core.
Not sure if part of that was related to some of what she'd already (not intentionally) told me ... 5th line folks can take a lot of patience to draw out - that's been my experience so far anyway.
Some feel interesting enough to spend the energy on :) That's true here.
A kind of sidenote to this is that both my Uranus Opposition (40ish yo) and Chiron (50ish yo) charts carry a 3/5 and it feels like, though I'm not a 5th line - I do sort of get ...
Discovering what is and is not you can be so very cool and relieving. āŗļø
Below is a story from Ra thatās possible with any white center we may have - for me itās always been my open head that was the gateway to this understanding.
Once I could see how much of what was going on in my head simply wasnāt mine š ā¦ phew, talk about freedom š
Mind you, it wasnāt instant freedom - there were a lot of habits both internally and from the outside that I got to watch for monthsā¦ even now it can be a thing, but freedom from the pressure to make everyone elseās concerns mine too??
Worth the watching FOR SURE šš½
Now hereās Ra -
"Had it not been for the logic of Human Design I never would have told anybody anything.
It would have been my private moment of madness and I would have gone about my business of staying wild and enjoying it.
Because thatās my design.
And what changed all of that was watching the movement and the programming of the planets.
I had my experience at the beginning of January, from 3rd ā 11th January 1987 ā
And in the Program, in...
For my 6th grade graduation (1979-ish I think š¤), we learned a few songs to sing so we could perform them as a class for our families who came to our program to celebrate with us.
The only song I remember (and remember all the words to - I found myself spontaneously singing it in the car just the other day) is āThe Greatest Love of Allā originally recorded by George Benson in 1977 and ultimately became universalized (ha! I typed that and then had to check - seems she was a 4/6 sacral MG) by Whitney Houston in 1985.
This is George Benson singing it -
Talk about programming :)
"It is a profound teaching, that Love begins within oneself, in the true aloneness of the illusion of form: that universal Love can only be found in the Now, in surrender to the life that happens: that there can be no love in or for Humanity until its actions are correct; and finally that it is our form, our bodies that need to be honored as vehicles of consciousness and that...
"It is so POWERFUL, the conditioning of the family Penta and itās relationship to the world around it - you want your children to be āNORMALā.
And actually, what youāre saying is, you want your children to be WELL HOMOGENISED.
Just as FUCKED UP as everybody elseās children.
And you see, parenting is about AWARENESS.
Itās about awareness.
The MAGIC of Human Design is, Human Design is the Science of Differentiation.
DIFFERENTIATION.
Itās whatās so special about this knowledge, is that it gives you a blueprint of what makes you DIFFERENT. What makes you UNIQUE.
What makes YOUR CHILD different.
What makes YOUR CHILD unique.
Itās not about looking at your childās Design and saying, āooooh theyāre going to have problems with this in school, we better give them - colour this inā.
The reality is, when you look at the nature of your child, and you look at their Design, what you see IS THEM.
Not what you WANT them to be.
Not what you want them to be because of the pressure - mostly ...
Yesterday, @mellijae shared a graphic from 64Keys and it reminded me that there's a hashtag in here for #theplanets
Here's a direct search link -Ā
https://planetandrea.locals.com/?search=%23theplanets
If you're interested in planetary placements in your chart - those 11 posts are a great place to begin. :)
by Richard Rudd
"There is one big key to understanding Projectors, and it can only be found by looking at the bigger picture.
We know that statistically, Projectors make up 21% of the population. That means that for every five people, more or less, there is one Projector.
Those are interesting numbers, especially when they are considered within the context of how Gene Pools operate.
There is a mysterious circuit within the Bodygraph that is curiously known as the WA. The WA holds the secret to the choreography of all human gene pools.
One day, when these aspects of Human Design are explored in more depth, we will be able to see how groupings of individual designs come together in the same way as cells bind together to create the organs within our bodies.
For those who baulk at the idea that we have no choice, this is frightening stuff.
The WA shows how different human designs are collectively organised and herded together to perform certain functions within the greater body of humanity.
Imagine then, that humanity is a body like your own body. There are only 4 types of cells, each with their own sub-programming.
At one extreme, you have a small amount of ārogueā cells, independent bodies that are designed to operate outside the loop of the mainframe programming. Ironically however, these manifestor cells are just as dependent upon the whole as any other type. They are simply programmed to appear independent.
At the other extreme, you have a tiny percentage of early-warning cells ā these unusual cells have no programming of their own but are designed to take accurate readings of any cellular environment they move through.
In every sub-culture you will find a few of these cells reflecting the health of the local environment. Their role is to warn the overall intelligence of the body of any potential disruptions to the organism. They are called reflector cells.
The bulk of the cellular life of the body (91%) is made up of the two most common kinds of cell ā generator cells and projector cells.
These 2 types are designed to interlock with each other. The generator cells collectively create the life of the organism. They are pure energy cells buzzing day and night, maintaining and building the whole.
Projector cells are unique. They have no propulsion of their own, so they drift around on the endless energy currents created by the generator cells.
You might imagine how easy it would be for a projector cell to feel that it had no purpose within the body.
However, each projector cell actually has a very specific purpose (some have more than one), but that purpose can only be realised when certain energy cells (generators) dock in with the projector cell to receive instructions.
Since the projector has no propulsion, it is powerless to initiate this process, but has to allow the generator cells to recognise them and dock in within their own timing. This recognition process takes place through a coded lock and key programme built into these 2 types at birth.
In other words, every projector holds multiple keys that fit an enormous array of locks. When a key does not fit a lock it is very obvious!
Through the knowledge of the WA, we know that the basic genetic unit is 5.Ā These human groupings of mainly generators and projectors are also known as āPentasā.
The nuclear family is a family of five.
Statistically, that is four generators and one projector. As an archetype, the role of this fifth projector is to maintain the stability of the 4 generators.
Right, this next part is where it gets spooky, so hang on to your seats and try and stay with me!ā¦
Just as this fifth projector draws together the 4 generators to form a penta, this penta then takes on a life of its own. It also seeks something greater to dock into, and this is known as an OC16.
Pentas (groups of 5 human beings) seek out another projector, known as an alpha. Alpha projectors naturally dock together with three pentas, making 16 people (including the alpha).
The moment you have 16 people together, you actually have the foundation of an entire gene pool, which then continues to grow exponentially.
Right. I am going to stop there. Whether you were able to follow any of that or not, I am trying to make a point ā which is that if you are a projector, you are genetically coded to have others (specifically generators) recognise you and approach you.
This is the foundation of the success of humanity as a species. The projectorās role is pivotal for life to be coherently organised.
But there is a great irony to it all for the projector ā which is that there is nothing for them to do until they are recognised.
Every projector knows when the key fits. Every cell in their body lights up.
They also know when it only āsort ofā fits.
Those are the critical moments for projectors. If the fit is not perfect, they have to smile sweetly and turn away.
So how long does a projector have to wait? Well, forever.
There is a deep secret for projectors going through their deconditioning ā that is, waiting itself transforms the cells.
The relief of not trying to make keys fit when they do not want to fit, releases a huge pressure from the projectorās life.
But it is also clear from my own experience of observing projectors that they are not always able to immediately throw away keys that do not fit.
Sometimes those keys may provide their livelihood, and they have to hold on to them until they find the correct keys to replace them. That takes courage ā to wait knowing something is wrong and you are powerless to change it.
I have a vast admiration for any projector going through their deconditioning, and I have also learned that I can never move forward in life without the presence of projectors in key roles around me.
Projectors, if you cannot be patient, there is no hope for any of usā¦"
This is a little outside of my 'care' zone, but can see the things we've trusted faltering.Ā
I think Human Design is here to offer Ā people awareness to be able to weather what would otherwise feel like impossibly stormy times.
Lucky us š¤
Also, what a cool picture Chaitanya found š
- A
"The knowledge was given so that human beings could be equipped to live in an age in which there was nothing they could trust.
This is what the Cross of Planning has brought us. Itās brought us an age of, within reason, trust.Ā
That the trains will run on time, that the electricity will be there, that all of those things will work, that our children will have teachers in their schools, that the garbage will be picked up and on and on and on.
All the things that the Cross of Planning has brought us, the institutionalization of science and the spreading of all kinds of technologies that enhance the potential for the increase in human population, the increase in the potential of the gene pool, the increase in the potential for the unusual, the mutative.
Human Design is not about the time of the Cross of Planning. Human Design knows the plan. Itās not about that at all. It's about bringing the possibility of the richness of life to the next generation.Ā
If the stellar family teaches us anything itās that even the gods, even the remotest forces in the stream are concerned about the generations and the movement of information.Ā
There are certain stars in the sky that could not exist until other stars had died. The fact that human beings and certain brain functions, elements in our brain, that can only exist after the death of stars, we are so deeply connected to them. We live very close to one. That is our shelter and our light."
- Ra Uru Hu
