My mind this last month or so š¤
We had Saturn in 17 for a while and it connects to my hanging 62ā¦
As Saturn moved out the sun moved into 23/43 which I also have a hanging 43 as well so any transit in 23 does the same. And 56 for my 11.
Anyway..
I have come to recognize what the ajna does (to?) me when in transit, when Iām amplifying someone with their own Ajna definition, and when I am with someone who electromagnetically connects us to Ajna (my friend Jake has a hanging 17 for example)
And the quality of it is pretty easy to describe: dissociation. I literally check right out, have more subtle anxiety in my mind. If Iām allowed to truly just space out itās wonderful, itās almost the most quiet in the loud thoughts my mind becomes because yes while it is so much more loud itās almost overwhelming and I can just, be gone in it. Like when you find yourself staring at the bonfire and itās this kind of peaceful ahhhhā¦(anybody know what Iām talking about there?)
For me ajna is almost a form of aura drug, Iāve got enough people in my life if I could just sit in silence with them and get a relief in a sense. Itās the joke I make as an addict ālet me get high on your aura pleaseā š¤£š
Thatās the over all kind of awareness I have with the simplicity of that ajna being lit up in any form.
When I am amplifying someone with an ajna definition, itās almost more extreme. Like there is a deep heavy in my mind, in my struggle to stay present and engaged with them cause oh there it goes focused on whatever opinion or ideal or detail itās fixed on depending on their definition (Iāve got a few people with both 17-62 and 11-56) and then bringing myself out of that is this moment of āhey, focus!ā š¤
My absolute favorite thing about electromagnetic connection especially (and the amplification of defined ajna but it just makes me smile with the electromagnetic) is when we get the mind reading quality happen. It makes me giggle every single time it happens. I always joke with Jake āget outta of my head!ā But heās well into his experiment at this point so it really is the inside joke especially when we are around a bunch of people who donāt know it š¤Ŗ
And so we moved from the 23/43 this week in time for me to be absolutely done with ajna definition in transit. I was so spacey by the end my mind had a thought āyou gotta avoid any and everybody who
Brings you ajna I am tired of thisā
But alas, thatās a real cute idea that wonāt work, no choice!!! š„°