The other day, I was completely misunderstood šš
Awareness is our shield against pressure to be what we are not.
A couple days ago, I got entangled in a thread in the VIP projector group - it was a very long poor me story about more than heād even written in the post it turns out (the actual details were yet to come) - didnāt actually want anything other than consolation. That became instantly clear š
Long story short - the guy was not prepared to receive my 39.5 (that one that doesnāt even see obstacles as it bypasses them - the one that I often refer to as my āstep around the shit gateā) ā¦ which said:
āWhat if being so serious is unnecessary.
Open throat?
Our Notself is still us. Learning to love/ be entertained by that too is part of this adventure.
Thereās nothing to ādoā (what is this action action action stuff š¤), only a movie to watch. Your movie.
The watching is the work.ā
Ultimately it came down to semantics (and the absence of a chart) that were in between us - and he clearly couldnāt hear me.
(Turns out he thought Iād said ādo nothingā when Iād actually said, ānothing to ādoāā and he was heck bent on action action action as the only way anyway ā¦ - itās when I realized thatās what he couldnāt roll with that I checked out of the conversation)
But in the course of our back and forth, where no matter what I said, it was just fodder/ammunition for more of his bitterness spew & misunderstanding lol ā¦ this word movement got pulled out of me - to hopefully bridge to his āactionā is necessary concept. It didnāt work. š¤
But that was interesting. Trying to describe ānothing to doā doesnāt means nothing is happening, or that life isnāt being lived.
Life IS movement.
So that was my takeaway.
That and a big fat reminder that trying to reason with someone who flat out canāt hear you - pointless š
And being able to watch the different ways he was speaking in reaction to my comments - had the potential to catch me up via my own open centers (turn out heās a spleen-root only Projector- so much openness to grapple with) ā¦ was simultaneously a pia to walk back out of and also fascinating. š§
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Today Philip (via James in VIP) shared this -
āSee, everything about our existence is movement. Weāre caught in a geometry, the forces that come into our lives. We have forces that are designed to come into our lives; interconnecting geometries. Weāre in a vehicle. Weāre not the driver. This whole thing about recognizing your Type is that you recognize how your vehicle works. The basics of how the vehicle works.
So the moment you honor that, and whether thatās in your Type or whether thatās in the nature of the Type of your channel, thatās the moment you start eliminating resistance, and the elimination of the resistance is the reward. It makes it so much easier for you to be yourself instead of having all kinds of people that are putting all kinds of pressure on you to be what youāre not.ā
ā Ra Uru Hu
via Philip Redd