
“For so many years of my life, the hook for me was the emotional system.
I’m undefined emotionally, and I would take in other’s emotional system. I would get cranked up in one way or another, I would jump on that wave.
I went through that for years, and years, and years, and years.
But it’s so interesting to watch it now. Now it’s just something that’s moving, I watch it move through me. There’s nothing inside it that wants me to become that thing. I’m not hooked by it. I’m not going up and down on that wave, making my decisions in that wave.
It’s gone, it’s all gone. I still feel it but I don’t hook to it. I don’t.
You can never escape conditioning. I don’t want to. That’s wisdom.
All those areas in me that are open, this is the most entertaining part of my life. I can tell the quality of someone emotionally, sexually, their adrenaline system, their inspiration system.
Those 4 four centers in me that are open are a mine of incredible information and resources; it’s the greatest teaching I’ve ever had, and it used to be my deepest, deepest enemy.
Conditioning is everything. I love the Maia. I just don’t want to be destroyed by it. I don’t want to be deluded in it. I want to participate in this illusion.
All the secrets are there in the vehicle. All of those things that have oppressed us and repressed us in our process, that have taken us so far away from what we really are, they then become the best opportunity we’ll ever have in our lives have to find our wisdom.
What I’ve learned through my open emotional system. To learn all the possibilities. The moment you have something fixed, you can’t see the rest.
But the moment you have it open, everything’s possible. You can see all the different kinds of emotions and all the nuances of all the possible emotions, it’s all there.
I’ve taken it all through this body. I’ve experienced all these potentials of emotional connection coming in, and now, I can read it.
I know what it is, I know where it’s coming from; I know what drives them. I’ve learned so much about the emotional world.
This is where your wisdom lies, but you don’t get it for nothing. You have to go through the conditioned environment.
You have to be able break through the conditioning. And the moment you break through the conditioning, the conditioning stays but the perception changes.”
~Ra Uru Hu
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