Even shit can be turned into lemonade … can tend to require hella šæ though š
Yesterday there was a shit show of a thread or two that descended on one of the Projector groups (actually several because the person then cross posted - spreading the yuck just like a virus - in the name of not being silenced by āfascistsā - yeah there was that unfortunate ish in the mix)
As a moderator of one of the groups, I got called into the fray early by a concerned (and also feeling silenced herself) Mental Projector.
It lasted most of the day.
Interesting side note - the one who caused the ruckus and eventually got escorted back up the rabbit hole by the white rabbit (thereās an Alice in Wonderland theme to this group š) ā¦ wasnāt wrong in what she was trying to call attention to - it just took a bad turn, her communication skills and awareness of her own notself-ness getting all up in the way.
But the thread was illuminating to many nonetheless. In all sorts of ways.
And most recently pulled this gem (or at least what seems a gem at 4am) out of me.
Itās actually a response to the original post that was made by another gal - the one that set off the gal who got kicked out.
Which was posted by a (near as I can tell well-meaning ālove and light because fluffy unicorns are the wayā flavored projector).
I can repost the essentially potentially āexperiment derailingā words and post in the comments for reference.
But first, hereās what (hopefully) were my last words in the matter.
Also invited the original author to be guided by me, so she may be along, we shall see.
Has a good heart ā¤ļø
Anyway - this got pulled out of my Right Mind and Outer Authority ā¦
āDanielaās response above called this from me - and can I just say ā¦. what an (ironically) fruitful thread šš¤
surrender is surely the way.
And also, no choice eh?
It can be lovely when bitterness naturally fades away.
But ā¦ no choice.
It can also be an important guidepost.
And again, no choice.
Unfortunately, posts like this fail to take that into account.
Which ends up āshouldingā and shaming or potentially encouraging many to gaslight their own authority.
Not sure what the solution is tbh. And I actually only ācareā from a moderatorās perspective.
Because again literally no choice but for each of us to experiment and to begin to see whatās true for us.
Prettily packaged words can really play the opposite of its intention.
Words matter. Keynotes matter.
For my Design - foundation concepts matter here.
And THEN we can experiment from that solid place.
I totally get the āif youāre not Living Your Design, the world is not better offā part.
Someone, or potentially lots of someones are not being served our Outer Authority when thereās not a way for them to access it.
Not something that actually gets to have weight in our own deconditioning process.
(Not every Design is even here to care about that)
And what that Life looks like is going to vary vastly for each person.
To follow our Design is - in the end only about choosing to love ourselves.
Only from there can come our #projectorsuccess
The rest ā¦ is the rest.
How it might or might not benefit the world - is a byproduct, not a goal.
And #nochoice includes surrendering to that potentially looking like nothing our Mind thinks it ought to.ā
And the words below (that seem connected to this whole episode) are from Chaitanya - to which I commented -
āIām in awe of the succinctnessā š ā¦ š
Yes I recognize efficiency š„°
I love you š ā¦ there, I said it. š
Follow your strategy and authority šš¼