Having trouble making my way through this (it could be I need a nap đŽ)
Dropping here for possible revisit another day-
âTake the example here of the 51/25 and the 10/34. Now, the first thing about this is to understand what youâre looking at is a deep interior generated force. After all, this is a generated, rooted circuitry.
The moment that youâre looking at any circuitry that is rooted in the Sacral Center youâre looking at one of the main forces in life itself. So, looking at the Tribal Circuitry, you will see that the Sacral Center plays an enormous part in that. In other words, what is generated on this plane is the community of beings.
But what youâre looking at here is something else. Youâre looking at something that is so essential as a creative aspect for the Individual, and that is to be centered in their life. This circuit carries two Channels.
It carries the Channel of Initiation and the Channel of following oneâs convictions. So, to be initiated into following the convictions of your creative life is what itâs really expressing. In other words, this is one of the most important groundings that we have.
Mystically, there is something curious about this circuit. I was told that if you had a connection between the Sacral Center and the Heart Center, if there was a Channel that was actually there, the biological system would not decay. In other words, death certainly as we know it wouldnât exist. Itâs just an interesting thing to understand about the power thatâs there in the relationship between the Sacral Center and the Heart Center and the way in which it operates here in this circuit.
What weâre talking about is how important the creative life is to centering humanity. Think about it. Since we became nine centered beings, the creative impulse has incredibly increased the ability for so many human beings to find ways to survive in this world; all of the new things that came into the world come via Individuality. So, youâre getting all of these new technologies, all of these things that are providing for a way in which the creative life is generating the foundation for everyoneâs creative process.
And it says that weâre here to be centered in the creative process, that without that creative drive our societies, our cultures would fail. And weâve seen that on all kinds of levels. You see that in dictatorial reÌgimes where they try to control the creative output and you get this destruction of the communal consciousness that gets reduced to the lowest common denominator and there is no challenge.
One of the things that we see out of the creative impulse is this challenge thatâs there to maintain this direction of being creative, and being creative requires freedom. I donât mean to sound political, because I donât mean it in that context, but obviously it translates into that context. Individuality is about being different. And it is Individuals and their creativity that gets most threatened in certain societies.
There are all kinds of Individual creative beings who are on this plane right now who are suffering dearly from being different and are being forced by the conditioning to conform as much as possible.
The one thing thatâs anathema to Individuality is conformity. Individuals are not here to conform. Depending on the kind of design you have, if you have Individual definition, regardless of the fact that you may have all this circuitry defined, that Individual Channel demands of you that you donât conform. Your Individuality is always trying to maintain its pureness.
So, creativity is also something that is there to center us into our process, not to look for the creativity to be given by the other, but to experience the creativity ourselves, how important that is for us. And the creativity breaks down into many layers, to use your power creatively. Using your power creatively isnât a mental decision, itâs the byproduct of Strategy and Authority and then youâll see that power used in a creative way. In the same way that it connects to behavior, that your behavior is creative. That takes awareness. It takes awareness to navigate on this plane and navigate in a way that allows you to follow your convictions.
Again, you donât do that by a mental decision. You do that by operating correctly as yourself and thatâs what youâre going to get to see. Everything about living your design is about getting to see. Itâs about seeing you. Itâs about seeing what you really are, how you really work. Itâs about seeing your evolution into the person that came onto this plane who was intended to fulfill as a process thatâs really here for you. No matter what explanation that I give you for any Individual aspect that is there in the design, that isnât going to bring it forward in your life. It will allow you to recognize it as a signpost when it shows up, but itâs only going to be there because youâre operating correctly as a being,,.
Itâs the decision-making mind that wants to make a reason out of the sadness and wants to rob you of your creative potentialâŠ
It also changes, as I said, the relationship to this chemistry that weâve been interpreting as sadness and interpreting sadness as a negative because of the associations that you attach to it. But itâs not. And of course, you end up with the dilemma of the other. Thereâs always the dilemma of the other. If you carry Individuality and you happen to wake up in the morning and youâre sad, itâs reflected in your chemistry. Itâs reflected in your aura. Itâs what you are.
Now, you may not be putting a reason on it. For you itâs just a chemistry. But you open the door to your room, you step out and there is your friend, partner, child, whatever the case may be, and they take one look at you, they will say to you, âWhatâs the matter?â because theyâre feeling the chemistry and are taking
it into their aura.
Of course, the only way they know how to respond is based on their conditioning, âWhat is the matter with you? Thereâs something wrong with you.â So you answer them, âNothing.â They donât take ânothingâ for an answer. âCome on, is it this, is it that, is it the other thing? Are you mad at me? What did I do?â It goes on and on and on and on. And the more you protest itâs nothing...
You have to deal with the other in this life. Itâs chemistry; thatâs all. And itâs a chemistry that the other better get used to it and get used to it without projection. If you live with an emotional person and youâre unemotional, you get it. Youâve got to live with their chemistry. You canât change it, any more than somebody can change Individual chemistry.
And they canât make you happy. Theyâre never going to be able to make you happy. Itâs not what your existence is about. If youâve got Individual definition and you think your existence is about happy, it isnât about happy. Look to your Type and your Signature. That will tell you what itâs about. But itâs not about happy because happy doesnât automatically equate to good, and sad doesnât automatically equate to bad. It doesnât work that way.
Sadness can be incredibly beautiful, a life-long beauty. It isnât that itâs a negative. It is a fundamental creative force. And if itâs whatâs there in your design, itâs whatâs there. I canât erase it, canât get rid of it. Iâm sad, but Iâm also at peace. So what does that mean? The sadness is just a way of describing what my chemistry is like now and again, and in my case, because itâs always there, itâs always there, on and off in its pulse. Itâs just an acceptance of the form. Itâs all about acceptance of the form. Itâs the form thatâs going to be creative. Not you.â
~Ra Uru Hu
via Gaia and Oleksander