“We don't know what the future holds, because we don't know what Generators will be. If they stay Not-Self, it's predictable where we're going. As they began to transform, it's obvious to me that we're in for a lot of surprises.
The difference between a slave and a builder is really something. It's really something! And none of us can even imagine that - I can't even give you a science fiction scenario for that! Because, this is our Maia. I'm a Master of this maia. I have no idea what the regeneration of this plane could be. Because it's Generators who can regenerate a whole new plane…
They establish the rules of the Roles that we play. I cannot escape living out a 5th Line Theme in my sexuality because that's what Generators created. I'm not a Generator. But I can't escape it. I can't.
My personality is a 5th Line. It resonates to all of that. I have to live in the Generator world. The moment that they generate what is a true 5th Line, mine will change too. Because the plane will change, the projection field will change; the purpose of it will change.
See, when I say that Generators are holy, people think that I'm just playing a game. I'm not. I'm not. This is just a transformation that's possible only through Generators. You make the world; you can remake the world.
The plane that we live on is what it is. We do not have to accept it. Every Generator that wakes up, every Generator that's living its own unique Authority transforms the plane slowly but surely; impacts directly on everyone that's in their aura, in their life. It just does.
And the moment that Generators begin to grasp this - it's not so much I want you to feel responsible but on the other hand why not, fuck you! [laughter]. You know, it is your world, do something about it for Christ sake. Change this, will you? Give us all a break.
But as Generators, see how much you affect everything around you, that being correct for you is an essential ingredient to the lives of everyone around you. You are a transforming agent, and the moment that you are dealing with another Generator, you are the ultimate Role Model for them.
When a Generator meets a Generator that's really a Generator, it's, "WOW! Me too, please!" And this is the effect that you have, and it all comes back to your own process.
It all comes back to your own process. It comes back to you remembering every moment of every day that your mind is not on your side. It's not on your side. It's going to tell you whatever it tells you. It's not on your side. It has to learn. You have to teach it. You have to fool it. You have to get it to a point that it surrenders to you being your own Authority, claiming what's rightfully yours.
Your Sacral Center, that's the movie, to claim what's rightfully yours - your Authority. I wait for awake 59s to change the way in which we bond, so that we can bond with clarity, so that we can bond with those that are correct for us to bond with.
This is the whole point about being a Generator - how personal your life is, how absorbed you are in yourself, and that absorption at the Not-Self level means how deep the Not-Self has been what you've been dealing with, thinking about; worrying about, the driving force in the way you see this life and feel about this life.
And all of a sudden, you want to say to that mind, "Hey, back off." It doesn't want to back off. And nobody can help you. You have to be there. And as a Generator, it's a breath, by breath, by breath, by breath, by breath experience. It's always possible for you to align yourself to yourself. Always.
It's possible in every day to meet that place of response, to hear the response come out of you - to hear it, to feel its Authority moving through your body.
The first time your mind hears that "Uh uh," or "Uh huh," and that moves through your whole body, the mind is shivering in that. Shivering in that. But again, it's the Research Department - it will not back away. It watches. It hopes that it's a failure. It hopes that it doesn't work. Again, it waits for that magical moment you will all get to if you live your Design, I promise you, you will get to this place where you're terrified. You will get to this place where you realize you really don't know what's going to happen to you anymore, and it's only your mind that's going to make it scary. Only your mind.
Your Sacral at that moment is ready to take over your life. It's ready to be your Authority for Life. It's ready to
assure you never again will you have to worry about what you think a decision could be, might be, never again,
that you can actually be free in the now as yourself. Perfect. Perfect. And always being able to respond.
And each response brings you closer and closer to the end of the deconditioning and the beginning of your life. This is not a life. This is real work. This is work. It's seven years. You see, Generators can get into being themselves very easily. And I mean that seriously in the sense that yes, you can begin that experiment of experimenting with waiting, responding, making decisions in response; making decisions in response, but your mind holds on.
You will fight your mind to the end of the seven years. You will fight it to the end. After three and a half years, you will already recognize that you're winning all the time. You're winning all the time, doesn't make it easier. Doesn't make you feel better. Doesn't take away the pressure from your mind. But deep within you, you recognize that the mind basically has had its day.
And then you finish it off. When you get to the end of that seven year cycle, then, like a newborn baby, you come out of the womb, and you come out as yourself, and you come out with your own Authority, you're god in your world. And you get to see what that life is going to be.
And only at that point will the grip of your Purpose, your Profile, your Cross, your Character, your Role, only then will you be gripped by it - and I mean gripped. It is what you're here for. And it will take you fully, take you fully like you've never been taken, and it will take you on that ride.”
~Ra Uru Hu