This kinda encapsulates my weekend. I made a mistake and didn’t take paints and a canvas with me.
My Right Mind was soooo not used (not being pulled from) and my Left Brain needs ‘things to do’ while it waits.
It was nice to see the kids. Both girls made it as did one boyfriend (he drove, that was awesome), 1/3 SPP son stayed home. He’s even less of a people person than I am. Happy at home in his cave. Though if we had a motor home again, I think he might join in. Took care of the ducks and rabbit for me.
John was super busy the whole time ‘doing’ like Gens do. I was with a sacral Gen, emo Gen and 2 Emo MGs… oh and both dogs, one who I don’t know his type but he’s super self sufficient and one who is a Projector it turns out and was/is on overload mode most of the day - it’s a challenge keeping him/his mind occupied/out of his own way … like if he were a kid, I’d have solo activities at hand to keep feeding him. As it is, he whips through rawhide type things really fast and there wasn’t any way to walk him sufficiently. Part of it was about new exposure too though so - not giving up. Forgot my squirt bottle 🤦🏻♀️
On the way home, John asked if I enjoyed myself - in that moment what came out was “I feel brain dead” and also wished that he hadn’t been so busy - he was part of the crew that prepped the site for two weekends in a row and the doing just never ceased.
I should’ve brought my paints and a canvas. Maybe next time.
Also started researching battery powered printers so I could potentially print off charts “in the field”, but there’s something about that feeling like it could be a genie that might be difficult to put back in the bottle. Locally, for me, anonymity feels like a blessing.
I did bring a book, but that felt like a bit too much of a wall.
Didn’t over do, which was an accomplishment.
Didn’t feel pressured to prove anything.
Didn’t have any direction decisions to make.
Lots of drugs and alcohol there - have never been a fan for myself … my open head already has plenty to think about that doesn’t matter 😋 - also I don’t have a life that needs escaping from, which I get to be reminded of when I spend any time around … you know … people 😆
Did have a bit of needy creep in (my transference) … but I think that was Mind trying to make mischief.
Heard someone say something along the lines of “she just shows up and doesn’t do anything” and the person she was with said “but she’s very supportive of him” … made me laugh … felt recognized 😄
Weather was amazing.
Most of the music was amazing (apparently I missed some screetchers on Friday night thanks to ear plugs)
Haven’t got the right tent yet - but did buy an awesome double sleeping bag at a Local REI store that I didn’t know was here. Efficient progress.
Shopping for an event is always fun for me.
Way more fun than the actual going 😂
Anyhoo. It’s Day 2 of being back and I’m starting to feel a little more like myself again.
Sleeping alone is helping :)
Here’s Ra -
“If I did not have students in my life I would not be very clever. My intelligence has always been determined by the level of my students. That is the way that it works. It is something to recognize about intelligence, human intelligence, that human intelligence is something that is nurtured in connectivity and it's something to see about the way in which our minds, the way in which they tap into things have no control over it.
That's the most interesting thing. You cannot go to that favorite place of yours just because it's in the definition and tap into that, because certain aspects of that are not going to raise their hand.
So again, it goes back to one of the bedrocks of coming into this knowledge, is to begin to understand that yes, your first responsibility is to yourself. There's no question about that. Your first responsibility is the correctness of your actions, but the correctness of your actions ultimately lead to a realignment in terms of the world that you live in and who you connect to. And who you connect to is no longer just the obvious of the deep impact of conditioning on people's lives and what it means to have open centers and hanging gates and all of that.
But to begin to understand that there are levels of conditioning that are so deeply influential in the way in which we think, in the way in which we process information, because in fact we are designed as outer authority to be able to communicate effectively to the other. Not all others, that‘s what base orientation teaches us. Base orientation says that no matter how articulate you are and how impassioned you are with your particular subject that you cannot reach everyone. You cannot. There are those that simply cannot hear it and it is just the way that it is.
And we have to see that at this level what you're looking at is the manipulation of the way in which your resource system works. If you're, for example, somebody who's strategic left minded it can seem frightening and shocking that that actually takes place.
If you're right minded it's actually made for you because after all this is nine-centered configuration and, the first true nine-centered personalities as groups will probably emerge in the right before they become a real commonality in the left simply because of the nature of the construct, is that they have to be initiated from the outside.
It‘s something that you really begin to understand. That is, the moment that you have an encounter with somebody and you're aware of their limitations, their intellectual whatever limitations without attributing anything negative to that, the fact is that you have to change your dialog to communicate with them, that you have to step down the value of the communication. It‘s what exactly the Voice did to me, it was the most humiliating thing I ever went through was to understand how fundamentally stupid I was compared to this incredible intelligence.
One of the things that you have to see is that the underlying spiritual value of this knowledge is the freedom to release oneself from mind and mind being in control. And when you see how any person coming up to you can bring out a specific highlight in the way in which your mind is going to process its connection to that person that is really something to grasp. And it is a two-way street, because they're bringing out the motivation it means that this is something that they will resonate to. And it means that your outer authority is going to be able to influence them.
Yet, at the same time your outer authority, that is, what that perspective outer authority is going to be, that the experiential background of it, that is, its history, its root is something that's being manipulated and that certain things are not available to you in that situation to tap into and other things are.”
-Ra Uru Hu
@Carizma22 3/5 splenic P, has said yes to sharing this 😍
I love it when I get to be privy to an ‘experiment progress report’ from one of our Locals members.
Wanna celebrate with me? 🥳🤩🙌🏽
This next one is a tale of Carole’s undefined solar plexus adventures, originally posted in a Projector fb group.
Cool witnessing Carole! 🤗
Thread gist in comments (screenshots) and a somewhat messy screen grab video of the video recommended in one of the OP comments she received included below (above?🤓)
And there’s a short video of @BeyondBeautiful and me first talking about “avoiding confront and truth” which includes a story I often have told about John and the very first real time glimpse I saw this undefined solar plexus dealie irl. Can find.
Blew my mind.
I know there are several splenic Authority folks in here, maybe you have stories to share too?
"Some ideas take decades"
This is pretty inspiring. She reckons she's finally finished her apprenticeship at 70 💜
Fun add-on HD irl example - this was shared in Vanessa's group on FB, The Art of Being You by another appreciative group member (thank you Kathrin 🤗), and I first watched it a few hours ago.
I immediately thought what a great share it would be in here 🤩 but it landed pretty quickly on my 'roundtooit list.
Maybe to get shared here, maybe not. Tbh, the hold up was that I didn't really want to share a FB link in here, so I was looking (investigating) around to see if it was on another platform.
Hadn't found it yet.
Then it turns out that @NaimR wasn't able to view it from Canada (someone is blocking it for Canada ? wha?) and she said as much on the thread in Vanessa's group.
And you know what kicks in?
My Design (19/49 and Markets internal in particular), which had me heading this way anyway - at some point ... maybe... but I always get a little boost of focus from ...
There were three roller coasters 🎢 we had on or radar for the last hour before the rides closed.
Wasn’t to be, but we did find this nice place to sit and wait out the deluge that started right after we grabbed a great smoked BBQ supper.
And ooh it cooled everything off perfectly. And gave us some rest before we found our way back to the car (which was parked on the very first row of priority parking 🥳)
Ahhhh nothing to do, so much nothing to do 🥳🥰🍿
This is a post and audio from @BeyondBeautiful - Valerie Montgomery, Self Projected Projector
"I wanted to make this breakfast and found myself rushing.
Now, you might be interested to know I have Alternating Determination, which means I need to do things “One Thing At A Time,” which turns out to be the title of the song I made up to shift the energy of starting to make this breakfast.
I also have an Undefined Root, so it always feels like I need to get rid of the pressure. Also known as feeling rushed to do things.
It would have been lovely to have my cat fix my breakfast, and I had the time, so..
Also being Self Projected my authority comes out through my speaking, or in this case, singing."
Great awareness and share, thank you Valerie! 💜Not sure that's the right title for this, but it's what came out so I'm rolling with it.
This story began in a FB group. Where many of my stories do.
I can't actually remember the thread or how we ended up in messenger, but the reason we did was because 5/1 Projector with Gate 1 on an undefined G center ... had music of hers to share but hasn't been able to share it so far.
Am still waiting to see if the rest of the story gets shared with me.
So she asked me what sort of music I liked and did I want something more abstract (I think it was) or a vocal cover. I chose vocal cover and she picked this one.
I felt it to my core.
Not sure if part of that was related to some of what she'd already (not intentionally) told me ... 5th line folks can take a lot of patience to draw out - that's been my experience so far anyway.
Some feel interesting enough to spend the energy on :) That's true here.
A kind of sidenote to this is that both my Uranus Opposition (40ish yo) and Chiron (50ish yo) charts carry a 3/5 and it feels like, though I'm not a 5th line - I do sort of get ...
Dave Myers
https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1HyKBE9tpm/?mibextid=wwXIfr
Here he is over on TikTok
https://www.tiktok.com/@neutrinoradio?_t=ZT-8u1npsHczms&_r=1
Yesterday, @mellijae shared a graphic from 64Keys and it reminded me that there's a hashtag in here for #theplanets
Here's a direct search link -
https://planetandrea.locals.com/?search=%23theplanets
If you're interested in planetary placements in your chart - those 11 posts are a great place to begin. :)
by Richard Rudd
"There is one big key to understanding Projectors, and it can only be found by looking at the bigger picture.
We know that statistically, Projectors make up 21% of the population. That means that for every five people, more or less, there is one Projector.
Those are interesting numbers, especially when they are considered within the context of how Gene Pools operate.
There is a mysterious circuit within the Bodygraph that is curiously known as the WA. The WA holds the secret to the choreography of all human gene pools.
One day, when these aspects of Human Design are explored in more depth, we will be able to see how groupings of individual designs come together in the same way as cells bind together to create the organs within our bodies.
For those who baulk at the idea that we have no choice, this is frightening stuff.
The WA shows how different human designs are collectively organised and herded together to perform certain functions within the greater body of humanity.
Imagine then, that humanity is a body like your own body. There are only 4 types of cells, each with their own sub-programming.
At one extreme, you have a small amount of ‘rogue’ cells, independent bodies that are designed to operate outside the loop of the mainframe programming. Ironically however, these manifestor cells are just as dependent upon the whole as any other type. They are simply programmed to appear independent.
At the other extreme, you have a tiny percentage of early-warning cells – these unusual cells have no programming of their own but are designed to take accurate readings of any cellular environment they move through.
In every sub-culture you will find a few of these cells reflecting the health of the local environment. Their role is to warn the overall intelligence of the body of any potential disruptions to the organism. They are called reflector cells.
The bulk of the cellular life of the body (91%) is made up of the two most common kinds of cell – generator cells and projector cells.
These 2 types are designed to interlock with each other. The generator cells collectively create the life of the organism. They are pure energy cells buzzing day and night, maintaining and building the whole.
Projector cells are unique. They have no propulsion of their own, so they drift around on the endless energy currents created by the generator cells.
You might imagine how easy it would be for a projector cell to feel that it had no purpose within the body.
However, each projector cell actually has a very specific purpose (some have more than one), but that purpose can only be realised when certain energy cells (generators) dock in with the projector cell to receive instructions.
Since the projector has no propulsion, it is powerless to initiate this process, but has to allow the generator cells to recognise them and dock in within their own timing. This recognition process takes place through a coded lock and key programme built into these 2 types at birth.
In other words, every projector holds multiple keys that fit an enormous array of locks. When a key does not fit a lock it is very obvious!
Through the knowledge of the WA, we know that the basic genetic unit is 5. These human groupings of mainly generators and projectors are also known as ‘Pentas’.
The nuclear family is a family of five.
Statistically, that is four generators and one projector. As an archetype, the role of this fifth projector is to maintain the stability of the 4 generators.
Right, this next part is where it gets spooky, so hang on to your seats and try and stay with me!…
Just as this fifth projector draws together the 4 generators to form a penta, this penta then takes on a life of its own. It also seeks something greater to dock into, and this is known as an OC16.
Pentas (groups of 5 human beings) seek out another projector, known as an alpha. Alpha projectors naturally dock together with three pentas, making 16 people (including the alpha).
The moment you have 16 people together, you actually have the foundation of an entire gene pool, which then continues to grow exponentially.
Right. I am going to stop there. Whether you were able to follow any of that or not, I am trying to make a point – which is that if you are a projector, you are genetically coded to have others (specifically generators) recognise you and approach you.
This is the foundation of the success of humanity as a species. The projector’s role is pivotal for life to be coherently organised.
But there is a great irony to it all for the projector – which is that there is nothing for them to do until they are recognised.
Every projector knows when the key fits. Every cell in their body lights up.
They also know when it only ‘sort of’ fits.
Those are the critical moments for projectors. If the fit is not perfect, they have to smile sweetly and turn away.
So how long does a projector have to wait? Well, forever.
There is a deep secret for projectors going through their deconditioning – that is, waiting itself transforms the cells.
The relief of not trying to make keys fit when they do not want to fit, releases a huge pressure from the projector’s life.
But it is also clear from my own experience of observing projectors that they are not always able to immediately throw away keys that do not fit.
Sometimes those keys may provide their livelihood, and they have to hold on to them until they find the correct keys to replace them. That takes courage – to wait knowing something is wrong and you are powerless to change it.
I have a vast admiration for any projector going through their deconditioning, and I have also learned that I can never move forward in life without the presence of projectors in key roles around me.
Projectors, if you cannot be patient, there is no hope for any of us…"
This is a little outside of my 'care' zone, but can see the things we've trusted faltering.
I think Human Design is here to offer people awareness to be able to weather what would otherwise feel like impossibly stormy times.
Lucky us 🤗
Also, what a cool picture Chaitanya found 😍
- A
"The knowledge was given so that human beings could be equipped to live in an age in which there was nothing they could trust.
This is what the Cross of Planning has brought us. It’s brought us an age of, within reason, trust.
That the trains will run on time, that the electricity will be there, that all of those things will work, that our children will have teachers in their schools, that the garbage will be picked up and on and on and on.
All the things that the Cross of Planning has brought us, the institutionalization of science and the spreading of all kinds of technologies that enhance the potential for the increase in human population, the increase in the potential of the gene pool, the increase in the potential for the unusual, the mutative.
Human Design is not about the time of the Cross of Planning. Human Design knows the plan. It’s not about that at all. It's about bringing the possibility of the richness of life to the next generation.
If the stellar family teaches us anything it’s that even the gods, even the remotest forces in the stream are concerned about the generations and the movement of information.
There are certain stars in the sky that could not exist until other stars had died. The fact that human beings and certain brain functions, elements in our brain, that can only exist after the death of stars, we are so deeply connected to them. We live very close to one. That is our shelter and our light."
- Ra Uru Hu
