The last few days in particular I’ve been watching my 39.5 poke and poke and poke John (who’s sometimes receiving it and other times just getting completely annoyed 🙃) who’s been working on a small enclosed trailer renovation.
He’s basically creating himself a camping trailer that folds away so it can also be used for hauling things like his motorcycle - maybe I showed you a picture already?
Anyway, since it’s custom and being designed on the fly, Andrea has a lot of opinions (I compromise his Gate 62 with the full 17/63 channel - my opinions always irk him), seeing possibilities, is asking a billion questions, and is seeing what’s not gonna work with workarounds (my 39.5) which is net useful, but oof we both only take all the struggle in short bursts (we electromagnetic that channel with my 28 and his 38, my 39 also meets his 55).
Otherwise we fight 🤓
I just noticed, when it’s him attempting the provoking (Gate 39 where he’s undefined naturally), it never works, I break bonds and leave lol.
And the same for fighting - when I fight (I don’t have Gate 38, the gate of the fighter), it turns to caca 💩 (or maybe it’s already that if he’s fighting about things that don’t matter (according to me of course lol … honestly, there’s not much of any real consequence to fight about here, so it’s nearly all dumb if it happens 😆)
Now here’s Mark -
“Gate 39 is my Personality Sun which is located in my undefined Root Center… this gate of Provocation happens in a pulse (or there’s nothing happening),
like all Individual Circuitry, plus it needs another or a thing to provide the impetus to be provocative … and at this moment I don’t have the pulse to provoke, nor anything to bring it out this moment (an undefined center add-on, too)…. So, here is what I wrote in May:
Gate 39 - Gate of Provocation, the Provocateur, Obstruction…
These people are here to provoke the spirit in others (55th gate on other side, the harmonic - the gate of spirit, abundance)…
It’s: The value of obstruction in provoking analysis, assessment, and reevaluation.
Now provocation in can be seen in a variety of ways, with different frequencies… the not-self 39 or a moody one, can provoke someone to want to hit them, if not actually hitting them; or, it can be so thought provoking that it empowers them, raises their spirit, their feeling of abundance.
It is either provoking pain or pleasure, on a basic level.
This gate is located in the Root Center, which is both a motor and a pressure center, which deals a lot with stress… especially being in the world, trying to make things happen. There is this fuel that is there to provoke, a pressure to emote, to provoke an emotion - to know love; to find passion and spirit in the life, or not (happens in a pulse) … and with this pressure can potentially bring maladaptive strategies with eating… a gate with eating disorders… to “fill” the “spirit”… there is a normal pressure to eat. This can be a “foodie” gate… a sugar gate (cravings or its basic need for it).
If the 39 provokes another and they get a playful, in a good spirit response, that means the 39 found a correct person to provoke they’re more aligned; whereas, when this is met with a lot of resistance, the other is not the correct spirit (they don’t have it). Now, at times that other can be the same person for either… especially emotional, and/or Individual defined peeps, in a bad mood or in their low wave… so there is an overall context to this phenomena.
The 39 is one of the three Gates of Deafness (the others being the 38 and 43; though all Individual gates bring a deafness)… people with these gates are not here to be easily swayed to another’s way… they are “deaf” to those outside things that they are not aligning to (at least in the beginning)… they are here to provoke in a certain way…
Melancholy can arise of not knowing who to provoke and/or when to provoke… often timing is crucial as well… context is everything. They can be indecisive, which can provoke others, and lead to more feelings of melancholy.
It is the gate of the sexual teaser … they are aligned to the provocative nature of flirting… need that sexual tension, which the flirting can be more pleasurable than consummating the act itself. They love that playful bantering back and forth.
This sexuality is rooted in romance… it is part of the stream of emotions, passion, moods. Sex is romance, it is emotional for this gate/stream. It is acoustic (verbal and/or written).
This is my Personality Sun, in an undefined Root center… this is where my light is to shine the brightest, and since it is in an undefined center, it (I), in this area, does not act consistently… the other is needed to help turn on that light… but it is deaf to some, especially after a provocation is not met well…. And conversely, the correct other can help really illuminate this person (I) to be very provocative, spirit rising, and bring out that passion. [a Defined Root will bring consistency]
It is part of my Incarnation Cross, the RAX of Tension - one’s purpose… I am here to provoke the spirit, the individual’s truth and purpose, as well as their skills (identifying them)/enthusiasm, and the education/resources needed. Tension creates change… though, it has to be for the correct person, then it leads to their signature, the byproduct of being correct. Of course, being not-self, one just lives out these characteristics and traits in a “negative” way… you get punched.
I have experienced both versions of this dynamic…. and the frequency of each are quite different, but they are both sides of the same coin… a polarity of expression.
This post has the potential to provoke, be provocative, or not… it depends on the other… and please, no punching if it hits the other way. 😉😃😆”