Projector experimenting vs Generator experimenting
“When you enter into the beginning of your own self-recognition of being a Projector there's a number of things that you have to realize that you have to do to lessen the burden of what your process is going to be.
The first thing is to dismiss any idea that you're about to get instant gratification because if you're after instant gratification I suggest that you go see a guru, or something, I don’t know - because there is absolutely no instant gratification in this.
[I’ve seen significant example of major lightbulbs popping, but then again I most often connect with people already a few years into their HD experience/exposure - maybe my Possibility view and/or 3rd line sees it as a process of 1000 moments of instant gratification 🤔]
It is really a process for a Projector.
Given that Projectors are open and with very vulnerable places, [universally] the Sacral, the fact that you're not inward pointed, in that sense, saves you from the heaviness of the conditioning that you do take in as a Projector.
The bottom line of what it is to begin to come to grips with yourself is to begin to see how it works to be human - this is the great gift of this knowledge, we get to see how human beings function, you get to see the rules by which they function, you get to see the whole process.
And all of those human beings in your life that mean so much to you at a mechanical level, and yet can be so bad for you at a personality level, that ultimately you begin to open up a way in which you can develop the most important thing that you need.
It's called discernment.
One of the things that Generators have as an advantage is that because they are a life force and self-absorbed, a generative force, that they can immediately get into their process of experimenting with being themselves.
As a Projector you cannot do that.
You can't, you can't because you are in fact a being that has been deeply, deeply, deeply conditioned. And you have to come to grips with that.”
[I edited parts of this text for clarity readability, there were a few nonsense lines that were like he was searching for the right words and starting and stopping - more than usual, or maybe it was the transcriber 🤷🏻♀️]