I watch John with his 3/60 these days. Lots of projects, lots of satisfaction 🙂
He’s currently working on a still 🤦🏻♀️
Me on the other hand, nada. Or atleast nothing is being “done” atm … but this is always part of the up and down of things too.
Things percolate in me. I know this from the decades that have already been lived.
It can be kinda boring waiting tbh. But that’s okay.
When I don’t add meaning to it. 🙂
Made a delicious pot of Zuppa Toscana the other day. Man I could have a season of eating that 👀
And oven baked barbecue ribs last night.
Talk about mundane creativity. 🤷🏻♀️
Both of these meals happened without a schedule.
The soup would have been days of meals for me if I didn’t have others eating it, I’d have been okay with that.
Which is kind of interesting - it’s like my 19/49 does the shopping (fills the fridge), but then it’s every person for themselves.
The tribal bargain ends and the creativity of the preparation is left to the pulse.
Which for me, without Individual circuitry channels, is super inconsistent.
These are the words from Ra that prompted this writing/pondering this morning -
“When you look at the combination here of the 1st and 2nd Gates, you’re looking at the extremes in the configuration of the wheel itself: the all-yang 1 and the all-yin 2.
This is about direction. It’s about direction for life itself.
And the direction of life itself is creative.
In truth it’s re-creative, but that’s another story.
But the way it appears to be is that we are a deeply creative force with a deeply creative direction.
In essence it is our evolutionary movement because down here, it is out of the 3/60, the Channel of Mutation, that creativity brings newness, the newness of every child, the newness of everything that is going to have a chance to fit into the larger world.
This is the creative direction of the species.
And it also says that the nine centered being, with all of its Individuality, is imbued
with sadness.
And you can see it everywhere. This is not a happy world that we live in, with the billions and billions of people that carry Individuality who are not-self, who live in a world dominated by the Sacral Center, a world of frustration and sadness.
A very easy generic description for the life force on this planet is frustration and sadness.
Oh yes, there are pockets of everything else, but there are seven billion of us.
There is a huge proportion of humanity in which this sadness that becomes this reason leads to all kinds of things, leads to horrors on this plane.
It’s what happens when you don’t know how things [HD mechanics] work and you identify with them, and you turn them into something else...
Something to understand is that creativity is a deeply generic term. It’s a real generalization.
And not only is it a generalization, but a generalization seen through the arts, per se.
You think about creativity within the context of music, art, or film, and all the variations that go with those things.
It’s the first thing to sort of let go of.
It’s not that it’s not there, but it’s not the point.
For somebody like me who has only a very complex Individual definition, something that I recognize about the beauty of the life experience is that any and all things can be creative, that one can live a creative life, be a creative being.
It doesn’t mean that what you’re doing has any kind of exalted frame to it.
I take great pleasure out of very, very mundane things, because very mundane things can be done in a way that is truly creative.
That is, that it brings peace, satisfaction, success, surprise, or whatever the case may be…
And remember something about creative circuitry. It operates in the pulse: it’s there and it’s not; it’s there and it’s not, and suddenly it’s there.
The thing to always understand about the creative process, or to understand melancholy, is that it’s there and it’s not; it’s there and it’s not.
It is always in the pulse.
So, it’s not about being able to push the river. There is no pushing the river here…
You can’t get rid of sadness, and you don’t want to.
Again, for someone like me who is all Individual, I like sadness, because sadness without a reason is kind of warm and fuzzy.
You feel that it’s exactly the right chemistry for letting go into fulfilling your creative potential, whatever that may be in that particular moment. It’s just there.
Sadness without a reason is an incredible thing. It’s just a chemistry then.
And it doesn’t carry all of the values that the word “sadness” carries.
It’s the thing that feels like sadness, but it isn’t because there’s no reason. It’s just another state.
It’s another dimension in the experiential process that we go through, how different you are physically as an emotional being when you’re up or down.
This is something that is deep within us.
This sadness without a reason is always putting you chemically in the right setup for releasing whatever the creative
potential happens to be, because that’s what it does, because it is the muse.
It is calling you to live out your process with a different frequency, the frequency that comes out of this specific chemistry.”
~Ra Uru Hu