A loonnng story - but I like it
This is from Brian (one of us seems to have blocked the other so I can’t copy and paste his name)
I think he has a subscription offer somewhere - I removed the reference for it here beI don’t know where to send you and he didn’t take the provocation when I poked him about it in the Projector VIP group 🤭
Oops, not for me 🤷🏻♀️
I have no frame or source of reference for the details he offers early on but I’d imagine they’re in the HD knowledge somewhere, he has seemed to be on point in the past.
LOVE this story.
A Life Of Its Own
What’s 1 difference between how you see things now versus when you first began your experiment with Human Design?
One of the fundamental differences for me now versus 13 years ago is a recognition that the Design Side really does have a life of its own.
Somewhere I read that ‘when our grandmothers were five months pregnant with our mothers, the precursor cell from the egg we develop from was already present in our mother’s ovaries.’
That’s three generations sharing what Mark Wolynn called the same biological environment. Who really appreciates how profound that is? What does that say about our conditioning and our tendencies?
People really don’t appreciate the depth of it in the beginning of their experiment with Strategy & Authority. They can’t. We’re too conditioned. If we’re lucky, the conditioning we can actually recognize begins in the womb. But it goes much deeper than that.
Literally, our conditioning begins before the womb. At one point I used to type nearly 70 or so words and numbers per minute, but my mom typed well over a 100 per minute. I taught myself but I really got it from her.
She worked all 9 months of her pregnancy with me. She was the woman typing up the city budget with a midnight deadline flanked by the heads of city council on one side and top department heads on the other with my body in her womb.
I have certain mannerisms that don’t fit where I grew up. It comes from the earliest stages of my form being developed around high powered attorneys and what not everyday for 9 months. She often brought me to work with her when I was really little and would put me in front of the computer at 2 years old.
What do you know about your conditioning in your mother’s body? Can you see its insignia in your life?
Within 16° of conception, a little over 2 days after we’re conceived, the Ajna is formed via the channel of Structuring, the 43-23. It’s acoustic so we are listening…the body we’re in was listening, everything coming in from the outside world was registering. Everything mom is hearing we are hearing. Everything mom is feeling we are feeling.
We are inhabitants, passengers in a thinking, breathing, feeling, living body and it’s different from who “we think we think we are.”
By the time the Monopole pulls the Personality Crystal into the body our unconscious predisposition is set and has already undergone extensive programming.
I often use the analogy of a business meeting. You’re an executive in the company and the meeting that’s going to determine which way the company goes starts at 10am and ends at 11am. But you’re told not to join until 10:40am.
How much say over the direction of the company do you really have? Some, but your vote is certainly not the majority. It can’t be. How about we? No. We’ve already decided that. Wouldn’t it be a good idea if we? No.
We, the Monopole and the Design Crystal, already discussed that and worked out a plan. We just need you to pay very close attention to what’s going on. Here’s what you’re going to see if you’re looking in the right direction and this is the environment you belong in. We just need you watch the signs and enjoy the ride. If you see anything interesting use your Strategy and Authority to tell others about it.
Early
It’s incredible. I was watching a post match interview of a Manifesting Generator named Roger Federer. The Swiss is arguably one of the greatest tennis players to ever swing a tennis racket. He’d just lost a long grueling match with another MG named Novak Djokovic. Another all time great, some say the greatest.
All Roger needed was 1 point to win but the Joker rallied from behind and won. The media pressed Roger for an explanation. Roger talked about how young Novak was when he began playing and what he saw in him. The Joker started playing tennis at age 4! I saw the video of the Joker he was referring to. Novak was so small and he could barely fit the clothes he was wearing.
There he was, swinging a racket nearly the size he was, getting angry and frustrated because he was so small and just beginning but he was so competitive and determined to win. An exhausted and bewildered Roger said he lost because Novak digs into a very deep place that began when he was very young.
It’s like watching a young Khabib wrestle a pet bear. Russians are famous for having pet bears. You know, with that type of physical conditioning, Khabib is just going to ball up any human in his way. But he grew up in a two-story building wherein his father converted the ground floor into a gym. Early conditioning!
It’s the form principle. That’s what’s doing all of the heavy lifting. You can’t see it in the beginning. This knowledge is such a gift. What it reveals about our unique individual genetic makeups is so profound!
Through self awareness and a working knowledge of our mechanics we can hear ourselves both consciously and unconsciously. We can see ourselves both consciously and unconsciously. We have a way of saying that’s me and that’s not me. What a gift!
The only thing that throws off this perfection is *Transference. That’s what dumbs us down. That’s what reduces us to a mindless, clueless, absurdly imbecilic creature.
The only thing that robs us of the bounty of this in dwelling intelligence is transference. You know you’re transferred when…
I hope you enjoyed that. All the best !
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