From Alok on Ra’s not quite birthday
Alok is one of the first/early Generation students of Ra.
1/3 emotional Manifestor
He can get a little into his run-on keynotey big-wordy sentences;
Which then can take some work to bring back to the ground for me.
But what he describes here is much similar to my own experience so far.
Alok writes -
“It is not his birthday yet, but it would have been his Rave Return in just a couple of hours. I want to thank my lucky stars by publicly honoring the man that taught me how to take my life into my own hands, confirming to me that life is a long and wonderful journey in which there is nothing to be 'searched'. Instead, he gave me something to 'research', as it so well corresponds to my natural profile, and hell, I did... I'm still doing it.
He gave me something to struggle with, which allowed the discovery of something to struggle for within the core of my own being, transforming the self-destructive tendencies of my unconscious into an empowered sense of purpose that knows how to find peace in the uniqueness of my differentiated martyrdom.
He not only gave me the map that I was so desperately needing without even knowing such a thing could even exist, as I knew that there was nobody to be blamed for the big mess that we all get to experience from the moment of our arrival, and for as long as we exist down here on Earth, but I could not imagine that such a thing could be logically explained and demonstrated.
I also knew right away that the knowledge he was bringing revealed things that human beings were never supposed to know, because of the inherent blindness of the vanity with which they clasify others generally as either 'normal' or 'special' in their particular scale of value.
'Your are unique. You have NO CHOICE. Love Yourself.' These were the three fundamental premises of the HDS, that reveal that there is nobody 'normal' and there is nobody 'special'. Not really. It revealed that what we call 'normal' is just homogenized perception, and that what we call 'special' is just more of the same. Vanity, vanity and nothing but vanity.
One needs to be truly in love with life in order to not experience a sense of 'loss' when looking at one's own mundane life from that shocking and yet illuminating perspective, as the layers of attachment and the sources of distortion that we experience daily are all there exposed in front of our eyes.
In this spontaneous love for life that has always driven me, I intuitively knew that by letting go of everything that I am not, I was not going to lose anything worth keeping, and so it was. Rather than losing anything, I started realizing that I could never lose what had actually never been mine, and that it was my own attachment which created the root of distortion within my own being.
He gave me the tools to liberate myself from the greatest trap there is for any human being: the vanity with which our own mind shapes a homogenized version of 'reality' while it always recognizes the subjectivity in the perception of others, and the lack of clarity in the recognition of limitation in one's perspective.
Ah, there is nothing like being a passenger of one's own form, exploring the sensitivity of a cognitive potential that is way deeper than rational thinking, without excluding rationality as an effective way to not only communicate with others, but to be able to share with others the differentiated awareness that one has developed by living surrendered to the first hand experiences when one lives in accordance to one's own inherent nature. A real treat.
Forever thankful, Mr. HU”