"Seeing Your Notself" - it's a go :)
[HD peeps] Which center would you say has been your biggest challenge in terms of being able to follow your strategy and authority?
In my Human Design chart, I have an 'open head' (ie. no gate activations, completely white) ... all day every day level available to conditioning and incorrectly so, before I was aware of what was going on.
That experiment in living my design began about 9 years ago - July begins year 10 - so crazy how the time FLEW by! 👀
There are 3 other undefined/open centers in my chart, but that was the absolute keystone to my being able to begin my experiment - at all.
Before wrangling that into my watching zone, I was busy busy busy, with the thoughts and needs and randomest of conversations for literally ALL of my awake hours.
No capacity for 'strategy and authority'. Zero.
I'd say the second most Authority hijacking of the remaining 3 white centers would be the Ego/Heart/Will center. Phew big ass learning/awareness/seeing curve there ... I have Gate 21 dormant on mine and it just wanted to rise to the occasion.
And I had a particular dance to become adept at with one of the ego channels in particular. What an opportunity to do that I was given. Over and over and over lol. Things are relatively settled on that front now - but it does depend on the person.
The remaining two - an undefined sacral center and an open G/self center, well they've had their mischief too ...
I mean not knowing when enough is enough (possible on so manny fronts), obviously remains something worth watching.
And Open G life ... well, not knowing which direction when you can see so many possibilities ... hahaha challenging, but I'm content - this piece of my design in particular has turned out to be one of my greatest coaching assets.
Though I do have to be extra selective, I think because it's fairly easy to lose myself if there's too many days in a row, for example.
See how that also ties in to not knowing when enough is enough?
These white centers ... our Mind uses them individually and in concert to try and make our decisions, when the object of this experiment exercise is to make our decisions through our personal decision making mechanic.
Do you still have "shoulds" in your life? That's your Mind using conditioning to keep a hold of your decision making.
Such an easy tell, once you can notice it.
I've largely eliminated "I will" from my life too. I think, anyone with an undefined/open ego/heart/will center could benefit from that tbh.
About 4 years ago, I had the clarity to begin playing with offering "Notself Sessions" ... and they've been very successful!
At the core of this has been this being able to see and have conversations and share stories around how these notself themes effortlessly pop in, when we're not watching, and run our whole daily show.
I know for me, that head center took a lot of noticing and watching - minute by minute at first, before my Mind could be taken off that particular ... lol I wanna say 'teat'.
We had twice the people in our little house at that point and it was definitely my own personal Live Human Design lab. 🙃😄
Grateful. But oof, those early days were rough.
So, about this "Seeing Your Notself" early registration thingy... before I fell down my HD experiment rabbit hole, I was already creating offers of one kind and another, guiding people, making digital programs, selling stuff via affiliate offers ...
This is me doing what I've always done - only in the Human Design zone. While I wait 🙃
If there were any affiliate programs that were worthy of my time and efforts, that I felt could serve people their foundation correctly, I seriously doubt these ones I make would even exist.
But here we are - the only way through, is through.
And I'm on board with continuing to support the people who recognize me in seeing their Notself, which I have come to be able to see across many people is ultimately a huge support to deconditioning and tuning in to Personal Authority.
Certainly through to 2027.
If you'd like to see the 1 page doc I wrote up about it last week, raise your hand, k?
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