We spend all our time trying to be that white stuff.
This could be the next thing worth reading on video (I said that about something else not too long ago and now can’t recall what it was - could use a better system 🙃🙂)
Just got off the Module 1 Zoom (dedicated to what I’m calling ‘Chart Literacy’) for the HD Beginners program - I said something right along these lines on it :)
“And when you begin this process, because we're conditioned genetically to be attracted to what we're not, we end up in this horror of spending our whole lives, trying to be consistently what is inconsistent.
We spend all our time trying to be that white stuff. We lose our nature. We become an imitation of the nature. We pretend.
And in that pretending we're always trying to fix ourselves. And fix everybody else.
And change ourselves. And change everybody else.
And we live in the torture of what it is to be ignorant.
And yet at the moment that you come to the realization of what conditioning actually is, the tendency is to simply say, ‘This is bad'.
My first reaction to understand my open emotional System was "l need a final solution here. I’m going to kill all the emotional people. Now. Erase them. l do not want ever again to be amplified by emotional poison'.
But then again, having an undefined emotional System there's nothing sexier than a defined emotional System.
Life would be very boring without that emotionality.
But you see the moment that you recognize what conditioning is, and the moment that you can live as yourself, which is not mental, it's mechanical, is the moment that you begin the process of what we're here for, which is to be wise.
Wisdom.
You are never wise in your definition; it's too fixed, too limited.
When you look at the relationship in a channel that's defined, you're looking at a very, very fixed point connected to a very, very fixed point.
It's a fixed line and all the possibilities are missing. Except one. Fixed.
l have a fixed mind. It is incredibly narrow because it's fixed. You can bang against this mind and it will just stay fixed. And l really don't know naturally about any other kind of mind.
You ask an emotional person who's tribal what emotions are and they will tell you what their fixed version of emotionality is. Nothing about the other emotions. They can't. They're fixed.
Ah, but take an open center, what an open center gets to experience.
l have a totally open Sacral Center, no activations. There isn't anything in the Sacral realm that l have not experienced.
Every conceivable variation that's possible.”