Our annual family camping/mini music festival weekend has arrived.
If you’ve been here for a minute, you may have heard about my struggles with this annual camping weekend/reunion/mini music festival thing that happens every Fall.
It’s called “the Boo” (it’s usually Halloween weekend).
This link is a post I made about it - there’s others but I can’t find them. Kinda the bottom line anyway -
https://planetandrea.locals.com/upost/1258843/it-s-official-any-time-i-go-do-john-stuff-with-him-this-time-it-was-camping-and-i-held-off-for-a
Last year there was a real blow up about it. My unhappiness really was at the heart. When Andrea’s not happy. John is definitely not happy.
But his Individual circuitry and 4th line solution is - abdication. Which sucks and actually escalates stuff rather than solves anything (he’s Hope Motivation though with an undefined Solar Plexus so … that’s not a huge surprise eh?).
It’s been resolved this year - by me having made mistakes in the past re. what’s actually enough. For me.
It’s taken some real trial and error and maybe I can say more about the details relative to my own Design and the difference it makes to have the awareness.
But for now - if the only thing I had awareness of (for the rest of my life) were to be the whole “enough is enough” varies from person to person … and that the schedule that’s “been set”, I don’t have to adhere to - at all.
We’ll all be better off :)
John (2/4 sacral Gen) started this “Boo adventure” last Saturday, did pop home to shower and sleep one night… and will be the last man standing on Monday (weekend 2) or even could be Tuesday 👀
10 days! 😳
Andrea (1/3 Emo P), on the other hand, is good for one overnight - possibly two … tops.
I arrived around 5:30 last night (his day 6) and I’ll be home again before 5:30 tonight. That’s 24 hours for anyone not counting.
Maybe I’ll find I have energy to come back out on Sunday or Monday, maybe not.
It’s an hour drive. My mind thinks “no” … I’ve said “I don’t know, let’s see” to everyone who asked (still thinking ‘no’) … but what my body decides may or may not align with that 😅🤷🏻♀️🙃
Either way, this cameo appearance has been a success 🙌🏼
The real party begins tonight. I’m looking forward to being not here 🤭