“Yeah, I think it's difficult for some people because in its own way it's very dark. I think it's difficult for, particularly New Agers who have been bred on light … that form principle doesn't come from the heavens. It doesn't. Form principle comes from the form.
The opening dynamics of my encounter are frightening. And there is a bizarre to it. And there is a black magic darkness to it. There are many things about it that I can see would be discomforting for some.
But then again, at least from my perspective, it is the truth. That is, this is how it happened. This is how my form principle encounter took place. So, I do understand that. I also understand the other side. Those are the people that it isn't so much the story itself that does that, it's what they hear in my voice. This is not theater. I may be theatrical, but it's not theater. It really happened. And I think that this is something that can touch people very deeply.
It's what really made the difference in my life in terms of my spirit, because I was a nihilist. It just blew me away. It's what I meant by the excitement. I couldn't have imagined it. Let me put it that way. It was so original. It's my thing. It's like Human Design, it's so different. It was so out of this world. It was so not real. Until this day, it's what stays with me is just how surprised I was, how amazed I was that such a thing exists, that these things actually happen. I've made that joke many times that I would never trust somebody like me in their story. Wow, it's really out there.
Then I've had 23 years of this lotus unfolding. I am continually in awe of what's there. I just shake my head at it. Wow, isn't that something. I sit here every once in a while in my office and sit in one of my favorite chairs. Mary Ann Winiger when she was running Human Design America and I was still touring then and we had an event. She had one of these huge canvas banners with a huge BodyGraph on it that was hanging outside of her offices along the main highway in Sedona, a very funny thing to see. On my wall I have the mandala that I cut out from this huge canvas. Every once in awhile I catch myself, I'm sitting in this chair and staring across at the wall and there's this thing on the wall and I just shake my head. Wow, isn't that something. I can't say anything more than that.”