What an incredible reward to be correct (correctly you) š„°
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"When I first started my work I made my living mostly by doing readings. And I have never been the kind of man that has ever been really social. Certainly not the kind of man that was ever interested in somebody elseās problems. It wasnāt my thing. So I was very naĆÆve, that is I was very inexperienced in social interaction with people, I had very little concept of how they saw lives, themselves, all of these things.
I had never paid any attention whatsoever. And I started to sit through all these people and take them through their design and I realized it was very upsetting to me. I realized how much these people dislike not just themselves, but life. And it was a shock to me. It was just a shock. All I met was this distrust, this self-hatred, this disappointment, this bitterness, the frustration, the anger that you have to have a life thatās this or that. It was amazing to me. It was so hard on my spirit. I thought my God whatās the point of trying to help these people.
They donāt even see that just being here is such an incredible thing. I mean just being here. Itās like watching a birth, unbelievable! Itās unbelievable. There is this incredible thing, this force, this intelligence, this power, there it is, it is an incredible thing to be here.
To hear the first sound of the breath. To be here is the movie. To be here in you. Not somebody else. Not some fantasy, not some delusion. Itās about seeing that every single aspect of your design is perfect. The people that say, āoh I have got so many detriments,ā you idiot, they are beautiful! I love my detriments. They are a part of what I am. Itās not like they are a bad thing, or a good thing, or a this thing or a that thing because in me they are just a thing. This side of the stick rather than that side of the stick. And all of it together makes me what I am. I canāt deconstruct any of it, I canāt. You have people who look at their design and see things that they donāt like, I mean thatās insanity.
Itās not like you are ever going to be able to do anything about that. We are what we are. I donāt care if I am liked or not, appreciated or not, about this or that or the next thing. We donāt see how special we are, how unique we are what that means to be unique.
This is about your spirit. I canāt do that for you. Thatās what the experiment is about, it gives you the opportunity to find your spirit. I have met so many holy people and their spirit doesnāt exist. Itās not there. And I donāt mean just ordinary people I mean people who are gurus, masters and all that crap, and itās not there, it isnāt.
Because you see that spirit isnāt something that comes because of somebody else it is not dependent on somebody else or certain circumstances or situations, it isnāt. It has to be there in you, and only you can get thereā¦
What a tragedy not to live out your potential in this life. What a tragedy to not know the beauty of what it is to be you. And the thing that most human beings donāt understand is that when you can be that for yourself, everything about your life changes, everything. And it doesnāt mean that the people change, or the circumstances change, you change in relationship to all of that. Your perspective changes, it is because of your spirit. Itās the spirit of love, self-love. Not vanity, not I am terrific, blablabla. Itās not about that, itās about seeing you are exactly what you are supposed to be and you live it.
And you are never there wanting to be this or that, because you will never have it, and you will be punished every time you grasp in that way. Because you are denying the very magic that is yourself.
People like to think about magic. Magic is here for everyone. Truly there for everyone. You do not get to experience that when you are not-self. You are dead in side when you are not-self. You are zombies, thatās what the world is filled with programed zombies, puppets in the wave. All thinking in the way in which their neighbors think. And lost in all of that and in the tragedies that come into their life. And you canāt change the world, you canāt stand on a pulpit and tell them all āthis is the way.ā Never meant to be. This is why you have to understand your privilege and once you understand that you cannot afford to turn away from it...
This is the thing when you live your own life you get what is there for you, you get to see what you are here to see and competent to see. And the challenges that are there for you in this life are a pleasure not a curse. Itās just what we move through on this plane. You have a manual, these vehicles. This is your life, if you treat them with respect they give you what you need in this life. They will give you a chance to heal your spirit. You have to heal it. No God, no guru, no saint, no friend, no lover, no child, itās your spiritā¦.
This is the most personal knowledge you will ever receive, and nobody, nobody can know what it means for you, nobody can see.
A lot of people are born around the same time as me, on the same year, on the same month, on the same day, they are not me, we are pretty similar but they are not me. We are here to stand out. You are here to stand out. When you are correct its noticed. When you are correct you begin to affect the world around you. You move differently, you see differently. You begin to understand something, if you are not toiling in this life, if you are not driving towards things in this life only then do you get to see that you are rewarded. Boy does that enrich your spiritā¦
Itās an incredible reward to be correct. And out of that reward what you get is the enriching of your spirit so that you can love yourself."
-Ra Uru Hu