More from the Projector Empowerment audio -
Via Stephanie Elias with typos corrected by Renge Grace đ
Iâm adding a couple extra images - one a reaction to the last line and one is Stephanieâs reply (putting that in comments).
Surrender
âThe moment you look at your design and you see your openness. The first thing that you can look at is that's where I get conditioned, that's where I'm vulnerable, that's where Iâm open, that's where the other could influence me. But the moment you're operating correctly, that is the moment that youâre operating without your mind being the decision-making agency, that is, youâre operating through your strategy and authority, that openness then becomes your potential WISDOM.
It becomes the thing you really get to master! Because it's the thing you're constantly taking in from different sources, you can assess, it you can recognise it, you can put your label on it, you can deal with it.
So, youâre a non-energy-type. Think about that! The world is dominated by energy types. 75% of humanity are energy types. So, the Projector is here to understand, to have wisdom about the way in which energy is used. It all goes back to energy. If I'm talking to a Generator, I'm saying to them: âlook, the only way you're ever going to be satisfied in this life, the only way, is to be able to use your energy in a way that is satisfying for you. In other words, if you use your energy effectively as a generator, you're going to be content, youâre going to be satisfied.â
But the Generator can't decide how to use their energy, because that's not their gift. Their gift is to respond to direction. The gift is to respond to stimulus and is that stimulus is going to move them to use their energy correctly. Now you're here to deliver the stimulus! This is what Projectors are for.
Most Projectors end up struggling in the whole ladder business. Struggling financially, struggling in the hierarchy, all of those things, because they are constantly being conditioned to play out a role that is not theirs. It's not theirs.
If youâre a Projector and you're going for a job in which you do not have guidance responsibility, you're in the wrong work! Itâs not what you're here to do. And I can hear all of that stuff, the not-self questions that arise out of that kind of statement.
"Well what am I going to do? There's not all those jobs available? And blah blah blah I gotta make a livingâŚ" But youâre⌠a Projector! Until you surrender to be a Projector, you wonât see that those things are there! You canât.
It's like saying to a Projector that you cannot find love. You can't find it. You canât chase it. You canât look for it⌠Because it's never going to be the love that matters. You have to be invited into love. If you're not invited into love, there's nothing to do.
There isnât and the response is always the same. âBut, but, who is going to invite me? How long do I have to wait? And it's never going to happen. It's not true!â But that's the not-self. So, it's the not-self experience of never being who you are. Never being a Projector.
I know so many Projectors. They're not Projectors. Yes, they have certain traits, that we can all distinguish as Projector traits. And most of those are seen in the negative because theyâre subject to conditioning. And you see all of these things about where you are in the hierarchy and what it means to really be accomplished as Projector is about surrendering.
You have to surrender.
You have to surrender to waiting! This is the great killer. This is the conditioning that comes from Western consciousness. It says if I don't do it now, itâs not gonna happen. If I wait it's never going to come. Basically I'm not worthy, why should it come to me. And whoâs going to invite me to good job, love, blah blah blah and all that stuff.
Until you live the Projector life you don't get that. You really don't. I mean I can feel it in your frequency. I know this movie. Been there done that. It's very easy to look at information and say âoh yes, interesting, oh, oh, thatâs true, oh yeah, I know that, oh yeah! Iâm a 3, youâre a 6, Iâm a 9. Youâre this, youâre that⌠I know all that!â
But living it? Living it is another story entirely.
⨠First of all it means you have to start at the very basic of dealing with the fact that your mind is screwing up your life. â¨
This is where you start. You start with understanding that your mind has been interfering with your possibility for success from day one. This is the mental trip of so many Projectors, not just Projectors. But especially Projectors, because you're here to recognise.
It gets so convoluted and distorted in the way in which you go through all these mental machinations over all of these minuity in your process. And most of it because there are things that you meet resistance. Projectors meet resistance all the time, all the time. I mean get into the elevator with a Generator who doesn't know theyâre a Generator. Say something to them. Theyâll immediately show you resistance. I mean instantaneously.
Where were you putting your energy in before? Back off! Until you really live what it is to be a Projector and the only way that you could do that is when your mind is asked to stop ordering you around.
Because that's what it's doing. It orders you around. It's this thing that doesn't know 18 black from 14 blue. It doesn't know. It's not going to give you the answer. Your mind is never going to give you the answer. It doesn't do that. Doesn't know what it is anyway. And isn't going to find it out. All I can do is go like this âthere's this and there's this, there's this and there is thatâ. This is the mind, it isnât going to do anything else for you.
The way in which human beings operate on this plane is that they take what their mind says: âoh, we shouldn't do that todayâ and then the next thing they're doing is calling somebody up and canceling.
â¨If your mind runs your life, you're never, ever going to know success.â¨
You canât. It's not its job.
â¨And all your mental stuff does is it sets you up into situations where you've got to find energy that you don't have, in order to be having to deal with problems you didn't want.â¨
And the years that it takes you, bad marriages, bad investments, goes on and on and on. And it's not like when your mind tells you to do something - all goes to hell - that you suddenly you decide, your mind, he's not going to do that for you anymore. Cause that just what it does! I will tell you some other cockamamie thing to do, off you goâŚ
Well this time, until the bitterness gets so heavy, you get so sour about all that, you basically give up, you just find someplace to be a slave and you just spend the rest of your life being a slave. Making somebody else successful. Having somebody else take your auric power and converted into their process.
You donât want that? At the same time to be a Projector is actually a deeply radical thing. It is. See, until you get to the point where you are ready to die of boredom, waiting for something to happen. Only when you can make that step. Only when you're ready to just say if it all falls apart, Iâll deal with it.
Just watch the movie and see what comes to you. It amazes me, I get so many people who have relationships one way or another to the New Age. All these fuzzy people, theyâre always talking about spirituality and surrender and all of this stuff. Well then, it should be easy, no?
â¨You live the life of a Projector, which means that you will allow life to deliver. â¨
It does, weâre so busy trying to get life to be what we want it to be. Generators mostly. This pattern that we've established, that we change the topography, that we play with evolution. We do all of these things, weâre doing all of this manipulation.
⨠Youâre here just to let it come to you! â¨
Itâs actually there. I mean that's the magic. That's when you finally get that smile on your face. That says ah, I didn't realize it was there. It is there. Think about what happens to you when you are following strategy and authority. Your body, the only part of you that really has any right to navigate on this plane, is your body because it's part of the material context, it is what it is.
You follow your strategy and authority and your body surfs the Maya. It moves its way through. Not to be concerned and yet it's so threatening, isnât it?
Because of course you're all caught up in Projector-not-self-Projector clinginess, the clinging, holding onto that little piece of energy over there. This little thing over there, having to run around and do all of that stuff, that you don't really want to do, but at the same time, you don't really want to let go of the safety valves, that you sneak in those little manifesting moments.
And that's the killer, because you're either going to be a Projector or not. You're either going to live what it is to be a Projector or not. There is no middle ground. Honestly there is absolutely no middle ground.â
Ra Uru Hu
From Projector Empowerment
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