Another ridiculously long excerpt from some video transcript - my comment in the image. Digesting.
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"No, it's a different process for the projector, because the projector is so deeply conditioned by the environment that they're in, that their only way out as themselves in that environment, to become themselves within that environment, is that they study those beings in their life. They find out how they work. They begin to recognize their traits and their function. They begin to see how to deal with them. They begin to become, what they are, a guide. And remember that the way in which a projector learns about themselves is that they learn about themselves by seeing the proof in others. The projector with a defined ego will only accept what that means when it sees the defined ego in the other and the way it works. And the same is true for any aspect in their design.
You know, they don't affirm it within themselves. They watch it on the outside, because they're here to understand the other. Nobody is ever going to understand you better than a projector ever, no one will ever understand you better than a Projector. You wanna confess or, you want somebody to ask you questions? As a generator, you know, nobody is ever gonna know you better than a projector that's what they're here for. And of course, they're normally really ignorant, you know, because it's so deeply conditioned. They're playing super generator. They're not interested in the other, even though they are interested in the others. So what do they do? You know, they watch television, they go to movies, they, you know, they look at the other that way. But it never becomes what they really are. They're running around under the pressure to know themselves. Know yourself, know yourself. Know yourself, you know, nonsacral beings, you know, following people you know, to learn about themselves.
I mean, what an incredible joke, because that's not who they are. It's not, you know, when you go into the aura of a generator, and that generator is gonna be your teacher. That generator is always gonna tell you to know yourself, what to do. You know, as a projector that is detrimental to your health, you know, all it's doing is reinforcing your not self and your mind is gonna go along the whole trip.
You know, we don't know when enough is enough. No, we're confused. We don't know who we are. But we're gonna keep on looking. We're gonna keep on looking because we have to find who we are, even if we're terribly confused, even if we're not interested. Why are they forcing me to look into myself? Imagine all the people who are nonsacral in this world who are in therapy. Let's look into your problems now, you know, give me a break. I think you have a problem. You know. This is not what they're for. And when you're dealing with projectors, you know, it's crippling for them. You know, the worst thing you can say to a projector is, look at yourself in the mirror. My God, you know, it's like you're trying to kill them. You know, go ahead, look at yourself in the mirror. Go on, look at look what you look like. You know, that's not what they're here for. They don't wanna see that. They don't. I mean, they're not very good at seeing who they are. They're not, you know, that's why they're very confused about what recognition is.
Only when they begin to study the other that they begin to understand why they get recognized in certain ways and what gets recognized in them. You know, they begin to really have their life. And they can only have their life in relationship to the other.
And if they don't have a proper relationship with the other, they don't get a life. They don't. And you see, they don't get this wonderful, instant gratification that's personal. But so what? It's not them. It's not important to them.
If you're a projector the most important thing you can do now is study all those creatures in your life that have been messing you up, and remember, it's not their fault. You know, it's not like you have to punish them or blame them. It's not about saying 'it's you has the emotional system'. Ah, you know, it's not about any of that. It's just about figuring them out. There's a great grace in knowing the other. You see, the moment that you really understand how somebody works. You recognize that they're blameless. That's beautiful.
You see, the generator may have the opportunity for a personal spiritual experience, but a nonsacral being always has the opportunity for the transpersonal spiritual experience, to be able to see the grace in the other, to be able to see the potential in the other, to be able to see the beauty in the other. You know, recognition is something extraordinary. You know, this gift of really being able to see what the other is, and in seeing what the other is, recognizing their helplessness, their helplessness, I can't blame my sister for making me emotional. Ah, well, when you know, wasn't her fault, it's not like there's anything she could have done. Nobody gave her a map then nothing could have stopped her emotional system working the way it did. I can't blame my mother or my father for being what they were. I can't blame my lover for being a jerk, my kids for being annoying. You know what am I gonna do? You can't blame anybody for anything. You can't. You can't. No blame. No fault. There's no choice after all.
Ah, projectors have a chance to see the grace of what life is. They have a chance to see that everybody is helpless. And in recognizing that everybody is helpless, recognizing that in that they can see everyone, and that's what they're here for, to see the other. We're not here alone. We're not. And the basic binary that brings us together is only a step in trying to bring the whole together. Only projectors can have such a vision and such a possibility, because it's only through them that the outside that each and every other can be seen to really see you. You know, when you meet a generator, they're not seeing you. They're waiting to find out who they are. When you meet a projector they're only seeing you, they don't even know they're there. It's very different. It's just different. So if you're a projector and you're gonna start this process, there's only one way in which you can seduce your mind study find out how all this works. Find out how generators work, and manifestors work, and reflectors work. Find out how projectors work, because they're not you, find out how they all work. And then watch, and watch all those beings around you. Watch those people that are so deeply a part of your life, and learn to see them for what they are. Learn to understand how they work.
That's the way for a projector and by the way, while you're good doing all of that, your mind is your greatest ally. You see, your mind is so pleased, so pleased that it hasn't lost its authority. It's delighted. I like this system. This is very good. Alright, let's study Georgie. Let's see how George works, you know? And the mind is like, this is terrific, you know? It gets deeper and deeper and deeper into that. And all of a sudden, that moment comes For every projector when the first real decision arrives, an invitation shows up. It's like, aha, here it is. You know, let's see, ah, the mind, the mind begins to disintegrate in that experience. Nobody gets to shatter their mind, other than projectors. It's something to understand about them. They have a capacity for shattering the mind, the projector mind, you see, you know, the mind is very powerful. It has a deep connection to the not self. Very hard for generators to shatter their minds. And what I mean by that is that that really for the the the mind to completely give up trying to remain in control. I know as a manifestor. And, you know, I'm a long time in this process. I'm 16 years. I'm in my third seven year cycle in this process. And that mind is still there in my life. It's still somewhere in the background. It was never, it was never shattered.
But projectors, they're different. They're really different. That is that the projector has built into them the capacity in which their mind can actually be shocked, in that sense that their mind can really be shattered. It's not an easy thing to describe this process of study, because the projector has no real focus on themselves, that as they go through the period of study, and they're focusing on everybody else, they don't personalize that. They don't personalize that there is a moment that comes for them.
And that moment it comes is a moment in which suddenly their mind realizes that it has been fooled all along, really fooled all along. It's not the way the generator mind immediately gets involved with the generator and is not shattered, but is, you know, little strips of it are taken away. But when you're dealing with the projector mind, it thinks it's in control during that whole early process, somewhere around three and a half years, the shattering can take place when there's critical mass in the transference of the cells, that process of being deeply involved in looking at everything else, looking at everything through the lens of the camera, and all of a sudden the camera turns around and it's on you. And in that moment, the mind is suddenly jump gone. You know, it loses all pretense of ever being in control, ever. The mind in its perfection, is a servant of the life. You know, this is what mind in its perfection is. It's a servant of life. It is the servant of the communication, of the intrinsic value of being. You know, the only people that talk about 'life is good' are people that sanctify war. You know, we have all kinds of, you know, goodness people in the world.
We have all kinds of institutions that claim that the real reward of being a hardworking slave is that you can go to heaven where, it's nice. Yeah, you know, the reward is here. It's in the body. It's in the life. It's not in the afterlife. You know, the crystals of consciousness, like software, you know, when the vehicle is the computer, and when the vehicle is dead, the software doesn't work. You know? It just doesn't. Everything about life is life itself. It's about being here. It's about being informed. This is where the movie is. You want hell, it's right here for most people. You want heaven is here for some. And it is. See, this is not a difficult plane, and it's not a place of suffering. It isn't. It isn't any of those things. The projector the projector is here to recognize, not simply the other, but in recognizing the other as the other, is recognizing the sanctity and the perfection of what life is because it is. And what lies within the gift of any projector is the capacity, ultimately, to be able to guide humanity in such a way is that we all embrace a oneness. That's why they're guides, and that's why it's essential that they study. They're the ones who need to understand how it works. They're the ones who need to understand how things fit together in the puzzle of the world we live in. You know, generators, generators are the great builders. But it's not like they know what to build. They're here to respond. They're here to respond, and build what is correct for them. But where does that come from?
Projectors are here in the world to guide. You know, it is them that can see in the potential of the other a capacity no other can see. All of the roles that we give to guides are roles that belong to the projector they just do. They're the natural managers. That's their gift. And you see, a projector wakes up by recognizing, moment by moment by moment, how everything else works, when the projector truly understands how the other works, their moment will come. It's only about that. And when a projector is finally deconditioned, and when they go through their seven year cycle, when they get to the other side of that, they're to be invited to guide. And they will see that that's all they receive. You know, wherever they look, there will be those that through the aura, and only through the aura will invite them to guide.
So if you're a projector don't look at yourself, look at everybody else. Study them really well and watch to see. See, you're the ones who are my witnesses. Because you're not personal witnesses. You're transpersonal witnesses. You're the ones that see the truth of this, not in yourself, but you see the truth of it in others. It's a way of seeing that it is a universal truth. It is for everyone.
One day, projectors will understand best how to get this knowledge to everyone, because ultimately, that's their gift. In all the years that I've been doing human design, I have never given much attention to projectors. I haven't, my work was with generators. They're more like me. They're easier to understand. They have a quicker opportunity to be able to live out the nature of design, and therefore create, you know, the world of design that exists now, letting people know, so forth, and so on.
When I would do public lectures, you know, the emphasis was on 'go out the door and check it out'. And I knew how unfair that was for projectors. It's a different time now. It's not me as a messenger struggling to get the message out. The message has gone out really well. It's not about that anymore, and it is about providing as many opportunities as possible for the education of projectors. It's something essential. You know, I have an associate, Richard Beaumont, who runs a company called 'Human Design Films', which is filming here, and we're developing a scholarship program for projectors.
You know, they're not born to work, they're born to study. And so we're trying to work out a scholarship program for special projectors so that we can help them go through their process. They're the ones that need to know now. And need to know the truth about what their process is, that it takes time that you get the verification you need by watching the other and seeing the truth of the mechanism. And remember, when I say watching the other, I'm not just talking about watching the other. You know, if you know that somebody's a generator, well, a good projector will try that out. All right, let's see what happens.
'Would you like to call for dinner?' Aha, interesting, you know. But more than that, the projector will ask the generator, 'would you go out'? 'Like to go out for dinner?' And the generator says, 'yes, I'd love to. Let's go.' The projector says, 'hey, wait a minute. Aren't you a generator? I recognize you as a generator. How come you didn't go, aha or ah, ah.' You see, that's what the projector is for their guides. After all, they're guides, you know, in the moment that they are able to recognize the other there of value, they finally find a way to make a living, a legitimate way to make a living as themselves.
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