"You have a love of humanity; it’s an obvious thing that’s there inside of you. But at the same time, you’re very vulnerable. You’re not the kind of person that is going to have people hanging out around you all the time. Your life at the ashram was something that was so distorting for you in terms of seeing who you were. And so, the whole thing about people in your life is that you have to find a way to make timely contact, and then withdraw.
Timely contact and withdraw? My god, my whole life was spent in connection. I always had people around me – all the time. I was never alone.
You’re an extremist. And the whole thing for you to recognize about what extremism actually means is that you have a body that has a fluctuating rhythm system.
So, there are times when you can’t move, and there are times when you’re so wild and busy that people think you’re a dervish. The thing for you to see is it’s about honor. You have to honor your own rhythm.
And that means that everybody else around you has to honor that rhythm so when you’re lying flat on your ass and you can’t move you can’t have somebody come up to you and say, “you should, or you must, or why don’t you, or all of these other things that go on in life.
And when you are whirling around doing a million things at once, you can’t have someone come up to you and say “you should take a break, have a rest” whatever."
- Mary Ann Winiger
( From Ra's chart reading)