The question came “can you truly avow your Human Design experiment?”
It came from an astrologer, possibly newish in her experiment because she’d offered to tell another projector about projector-ness… and was having some concerns that spreading HD might not “improve her life”. She also has a defined ego.
I didn’t have the energy or any need to remember/prove how my own experiment was going. Did mention that I still bump into bitterness now and then … it’s okay, opportunity to notice - stuff.
And had some unsolicited observations to add re defined ego vs undefined and questions of “value” (literally what her question was about, but she couldn’t see it) 🤷🏻♀️
I said my peace, maybe someone else has an ah hah - maybe not, whatever (this is my collective circuitry talking here - genuinely doesn’t care … just sharing this and that, for whomever lol)
But Jessie Mae hit it out of the park 🙌🏼
Jessie wrote -
“Completely life-changing.
I started in the spring of 2020. So about 2 years.
1/3 emotional energy projector
rax cross of explanation 4 - so you may find my post easy to follow, which is not often the case in human design lol
By following my strategy and authority, I've experienced significant shifts.
I've learned to manage my emotions in order to function in the world.
I've found love. Correct love. It's amazing and nothing like you've ever experienced unless you found it and then you'll know.
I'm able to navigate my way through the challenges at my job better than I was before the pandemic, before I was laid off, before I had the opportunity to learn about an experiment with human design. It's a completely different dynamic now. People like me better - I can tell.
I never would have given human design a second or third thought if I was caught up in my job like I was before the pandemic. People often complain about the lockdown but it was such a blessing for me.
I have more money in my bank account, hard to explain why but it just is that way. A series of fortunate events I guess. I still am almost paycheck to paycheck, don't get me wrong - I'm still a projector who doesn't have a benefactor lol... I just have more savings and more gratitude with what I have and less need to spend.
Also, coincidentally, since I wait for the invitation, I often don't have to pay for things that cost money. But sometimes I do. But when I do, it is because I want to.
I've had to look at a lot of things and be honest with myself about a lot of stuff that was hard to accept about my own life choices, actions, relationships, etc, but that's important.
Deconditioning is part of the process. You have to shake that shit.
I found peace.
Because the concepts are so far out of alignment with what conditioned humans have come to know as normal, it reminds us of other outliers, which traditionally have been cults and religion. It seems kind of cultish because of the high respect for one human individual (it probably seems like we worship Ra when really we're just really thankful for his insight). It suggests that you change your paradigm and some of your behaviors. That's often what religions do, so our minds want to classify it as something predatory.
But when you really think about it, there is not one thing that human design teaches you that benefits anybody else but yourself, except indirectly. Yes, you can purchase products and services from those who have used their energy to provide them, but you don't have to spend a fucking time. I only spend about $5 a month on genetic matrix just because I think it's fun to make advanced charts for people every now and then. But that's my choice. Nobody suggested that I do that. So there's no ulterior motives. It's just a system of managing energy that fucking works.”