My restless mind.
I’ve been down with a cold and generally low wave for a couple of weeks.
Watching my Mind make up stories and feel restless about resting .. and resting some more.
Wondering what it is I like to be doing with my days … really 🙃🙈
Feeling a bit adrift. Bored maybe.
But that’s my Mind. Making this and that ‘problematic’ … something that needs ‘something done about’.
And one of the things I get to see over and over when this comes (because - wave - it always comes, and it also … always goes)
Is that when I’m not being pulled from (Right Mind), I have exactly zero clue which direction to move in next (Open G)
And I think I have a solution - or it would be a solution if my G were defined. 🙃😂
If my G were defined, I would create content on my topic of interest. So much content.
All the things that have been written in my journals and on scraps of paper and my stories and experiences from over the years would be my resources.
Maybe I’d even write a book intermittently. This today, that tomorrow.
If I especially liked having conversations with people, or it was part of how I move and opportunity comes to me, like a 4th line - maybe I’d be on the lookout for podcasting and speaking opportunities, but only with people I truly enjoy.
But I have no natural strategic bend and I don’t remember stories until they get pulled out of me (we’re back to Right Mind) …
My profile is not interpersonal and meeting new people is like work …
Choosing direction… work.
Not being pulled from correctly… boring.
And yet, Projectors require the other.
And apparently my body has required rest these last few weeks anyway.
Ahh the Catch 22 of limitation 🙃
Meanwhile I’ve been enjoying my hammock (and shopping - aka one of the ways I investigate) - for a more perfect one.
I’m on Amazon return #2 I believe (#3rdlinelife)😄 this one (image 1) was also returned because it was strung wrong 🙃
Image 2 is what was already “in stock”.
I think a free-standing stand is still gonna be required because most hammocks seem to be longer than my little porch is wide.
I’m also being drawn to hammock chairs. But that’s gonna take some Generator buy-in ‘cause new structures would have to happen for that.
Let’s see what happens next 🤷🏻♀️